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May 4, 2009

Please forgive me. I’ve really been out of sorts lately.

Not transitioning well to the rat-race, 9-5 bull-sh**.

I come home exhausted with my mind scattered and shut down. Maybe it’s the pig flu of the brain.

Why can I like the work so much but the catty co workers so little?

I’m sorry I haven’t called you. You know who you are. And here’s my public apology.

No energy to read or write or even talk. Can’t find words to voice my frustration. How sad and disappointing to be feeling burnt out after only two months.

I ought not to have complaints. But I do.

Keep it in perspective I tell myself.

How can I when my gloomy perspective is my everyday perception and my everyday perception is my reality.

That last sentence took a lot of effort. Sorry again. I’ll talk to you soon.

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  1. May 5, 2009 11:21 am

    I’m sorry….so sorry, that you are feeling the pain of corporate america. put it into perspective…because of this job you can send your kids to a good school, have a new-ish car, take a vacation, buy food at aldi, shop at the best consignment stores (a shout out to village discount) and otherwise have a pretty good life.

    i’m here to tell you to perk up…it could be so much worse…you are not the sole bread-winner in your family, your kids are not on drugs, you have a beautiful home, your gorgeous, you have a fantastic sister (hehehe).

    hang in there…you aren’t even 40 yet! this is only what you are doing right NOW! Live in the present, don’t fret too much about narrow-minded, unhappy, bitter, co-workers….karma’s a bitch….
    and they will get what they deserve in the end!

    love, love, love….your biggest fan!

  2. A friend permalink
    May 7, 2009 3:30 pm

    Every day is a new day, and with it comes a little something different. Let’s hope today is better. We are not given burdens that we are not able to bear. As Sista noted there are so many blessings that you already have, and there are so much more in store. Keep telling yourself to “Keep it in perspective” and you know who you can count on when the going gets tough.

    Always admiring your triumphs.

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