The Path
No one can argue that I have been a bit cranky and not my usual cheery self the last two weeks. (God bless my husband, who is never 100% right, but certainly doesn’t deserve my bitchiness.) Long story short… I’ve been depressed about my weight-loss and fat-loss and lack thereof. And, you know, not even that as much as my complete lack of exercise. I logically understand why I’m not losing inches. I am taking the Osolean whey protein powder – but not consistently. In fact, I’m not doing any of it consistently. And I always have a good reason. Or excuse rather.
And I’m also just overly unhappy with being stressed and never enough time due to working full time. I’ve always worked full-time – for the past 14 years – and now my oldest is 13 with one more year of junior high left. And it’s hitting me pretty hard. I’ve missed a lot. And am going to continue to miss a lot. So, changes are coming. I feel 100% better about the work-life balance issue now that I have an action plan in regards to it.
Now I need to do the same for my get-healthy goals. Tomorrow I return to working out daily, eating healthy, and logging my food. I recognize the path, I see the path, and I need to get back on it. And I will. Tomorrow.
For now, good night.
it is a day in, day out struggle! i don’t know how you manage it with three kids; but you do. its crazy, but all good. i know you can do it!
I agree…hang in there and take it one day at a time. And don’t forget to give yourself credit for all the things that you do – don’t beat yourself up so much about the things you feel you aren’t doing.
Honey, I am so there with you! I lost it and I am trying to get it back! Good luck!